
I write now the following
testimony. As a youngster, I had always dreamed the future. I
have seen that which shall be for me. I cannot change what shall
happen, for I seldom know when exactly or where the scene shall
come to pass. I simply see a picture in my sleep, and at some
time undetermined, later it shall be so. I do not know all the
future, nor can I voluntarily and consciously make myself see
the future. Suddenly when the future happens as I had seen it
before, I am left to remember that I saw it that way. Practice
and knowledge of feeling has improved my sense of accelerated
futures, as I call them. Sometimes I see and can estimate if the
glimpse I have seen will be that day, or within a few days, or
within a few weeks. This phenomenon is an extension of the
deja-vu kind. Ordinary science could not answer my questions
about time. Ordinary religion could not answer my questions
either. I was fascinated with time. Time became an obsession. I
had to seek answers elsewhere. I wanted to know where it came
from, how it was measured, and what the results of time with
society were. I began my involvement with the occult in college.
I was introduced to the tarot card deck. The so called ability
to foretell the future intrigued me. I was trying to understand
my existence, and also became interested in
Bible prophecy and the works
of
Jesus Christ. I
wanted more spiritual information and neither could I openly
accept miracles done by
Christ.
Although I was a confirmed Lutheran, as a young man I never
fully accepted supernatural acts of
God. After college, I went to Phoenix, Arizona
and became involved with metaphysical interests. While in
Phoenix, the local folklore regarding Native American culture
prompted me to visit museums and ruin sites. History began to
interest me, and I read about the ancient civilizations of
Central and Southern America.